Family Ties

So we just found out my husbands mother has cancer. Its a terrible thing to go through. I feel for her, for her other kids and most of all for my husband. He knows first hand how hard it is to deal with, he watched me go through it with my grandpa. Its hell for the person going through it for the family and friends who have to watch that person suffer through it.

To make matters worse his mother lives 1000 miles away he doesnt have a chance to go see her its hard to get away from work, not only wecant actually afford for him to go. So its up to calling seeing how sheis doing, whats going on with her treatment ect.

Well when talking to her she says talk to your brothers wife to find out everything because i cant explain it all... ok not a problem, right?  Wrong! His brother and wife dont care for me. Oh well doesnt bother me what does bother me is because they dont like me they keep him out of the loop. Its not fair to him and it pisses him off.

We can never seem to get a hold of them and when we dovthey say its ok nothing to worry about and then sit and bitch about stuff i do on my facebook. Ummm ok for 1. its my facebook not yours 2. when you actually start socializing with me on there then you can say something.

Why must you people be so difficult it bothers me they do this to him. He says its ok but really its not. They act like they are so much better then he is. In reality he is the more responsible and better person. Im not going to list their faults but Damn if everyone knew they would be the black sheep of the family.

Not trying to be a bitch but i needed to rant some. and this is my safe place :)  D.B.P.

Life!

                   It's funked up isn't it?

It seems no matter what you do or how hard you try things fail... 

You try for a job, you don't get it no matter how much you try for it. 
You try to be nice to people and they walk all over you and expect the world from you.

Some days you just want to hide out in a hole but then you realize all the good things in life you have.. Kids, a husband who sometimes drives you crazy but you couldn't live without. 

Friends who are the strangest people on earth but yet life would be completely boring without them!

Take a deep breath don't go crazy and kill people LOL 
Remain calm and Dream Big!